Vico, the name i suggest my mom to call you.
On the day you're born, i was beyond thrilled that I'm gonna be a big sister, but sad too to see you born only as the size of the palm of my hand.
I know that you don't choose this kinda life and never wanted to be this way, neither of us do.
I know when you look at other children, you wish to be them. I understand, i do feel you.
Even tho sometimes i complain and nag about why life is so unfair, sometimes i scold you and annoyed by you, but trust me, I'm a human being too, i have flaws, i struggle, and I'm trying my best to give all of my affection. You built me up into a very different person that i am now. I gain more patience and tolerance.
Every time when i feel desperate n useless, i ask myself what is my purpose of living? Then i look at you and remind myself that i have a responsibility to accomplish as your guardian.
I promise you this, we will fight this together, remember that you're never alone facing this life. I will take care of you, for the rest of our life, no matter what the cirsumstantes might be. Pinky promise you!
I love you with all that i am and i really hope you know that! I also hope that one day you can show me that you feel the same way too ☺
People may think you're weird, they may not aware or accept you, but to me you're the gift from God and i proudly call you my brother ❤
